how long and how far again?

how a person can predict their life? and why life always leave the regret and sadness? friendship? relationship? partnership? family? i wish that i won't have so long life, at least the everything is enough for me to live till. how can we survive with colorful? when i was young i thinking that life always colorful because when u open your eyes everything is in front of we just need to follow the step only then we will always happy. i always meet a lot challenging stuff like start my own business. ask other to buy for me. promote here and there, will they buy the from me? are they buying form other? my price it's cheaper then other? can i support till the end?illegal way or legal way i choose? now i know why other pass away will called "Rest In Peace" no thinking, no afford, no pain, all suffer will bring and cover by the ground.

MEMORY

baby you still remember how we know each other?since when? how to i go to your house? every slide in my memory i never ever forget till now. How we become closer? i still remember i every night wait for you to online to chat with me. and i take the number with eetuck and he call you and asked you. are you allow him to give me the number?and we always meet each other at downstair mamak shop, and the 1st times i accompany you to KLCC to take the pay then we go to middle east restuarant with eetuck them. i reallly feel that very sweet to think back. and the second times we when to sungai wang. u bought a shoes for your work after that we go take sticker photo together i do u remember what u ask me at the nando's?my stupidness always make a wrong desicion to hurt u. that times you working at cap square motesto. i wait for u to finish job and u come to my house to eat maggi cup wif me and that times is my 1st times kissing u. baby i do not selfish seriously i never juz wan myself happy and never think of your feeling. i care your feeling that why always i keep quite and maybe the reason that make u more mad. baby if u feel happy i willing to do everything for you. never ever have a girl give me so strong feeling except you. Do you remember that day cougnut pasar malam. after that we drink teh with Sam and Amanda. after sam leave amanda give a idea that doing about what? that day was raining and i stand beside the house and wait for your call. its very excited experience for me to do that. we never sleep well at that night. till the morning we went to Cheras there eat dim sum then u come to my house. the song when i know you "out of the club" and "i wanna be with you"

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everything i do with you are sweet and unforgettable. Cherating beaches when Christmas eve is the most happy day when i was be with you go club together. eat seafood go kemaman play around the beach. hugging you all the times, searching nice food and nice place to you. buy bangles for you. drink wines. its very relax. baby i wanna go more place with you. langkawi, redang, perhentian, koh samui, krabi all i wanna to travel with you.

One month anniversary

So fast i with Angela pass one month dy. still remember that how we pass this few weeks together? This month we during was very happy. this month during like a day. very fast and we do alot alot of stuff. hangout together watching movie. having our meal at good feeling place, shopping, deco my room. and take sticker photo. but soon will be travel around. this feel must be very fun. This is the 1st times i go out with the one i love. i do feel enjoy the time be with her. never ever feel this b4. really feel the sweetness and the happiness of a relationship. she is good, even treat everyone of my friends. extreme friendly. haha.... i like so much the feeling being hangout with gf and friend.

thanks for everything,
i will treasure what i have,
and i never ever change to being love you.

Just Want You to Know

Just want you to know how important you in my life...u bring the cheerful and the happiness to my life and let me know that my life is colorful then before. and the great of you are know to caring me, even my friends too. join with all my friends, I'll feel proud because i have you. baby don't ask me why i love you so much? i always tell you that you are the one i wait for so long even how i also will be there to care u loving you. sometime i don't mean wanna say something to made you cry. even you are crying my heart also will feel bleeding also. because i care. i care the one i love so much cry. feel so happy to be with you even cry also will feel sweet because the feeling. showing that how much we love each other. even though give u bite me i also feel sweet. i really wish that i can walk together until the future. build up everything together. but most exciting holidays coming. I'll waiting a Christmas at the beach resort and wine to celebrate our one month anniversary together will the other, walk at beach under the moonlight, listen to the sea.

I'm waiting the Christmas coming.
during a memorable and unforgettable memory together.
thanks to bring me happiness.

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12.12.08 & 13.12.08

Yesterday 12.12.o8 Friday, Sunny. today is a good day at the morning. i wake up early and i go to coll for my class while i m wait for "JANU" come to college after my 12.30 class, then my god sis(seeling) send me home. then i faster go home and bath because need to go out with my baby and she need to go college collect her docket and the security chase me but i scare to drive...haha...until the end i oso drive her car to opposite and wait her done her thing at college, after that go to the place her work and wait for her finish work while doing some notes for her easy for her to study. and we go to Mont Kiara and meet her friends then go cold storage to hang around. i found the small candy cane i wanted to buy for her for so long because that easy for her bring around. after that i go to the nearest Coffee Bean have a drinks and start to do the notes until 8.30. baby i do enjoy the time i wait for u finish work because its worth to do everything for the one u love. i never ever feel bore with that. now wont feel bore and next time also won't. believe me i m not so easy to feel bore one. after that we go to buy 4 bottles of wines. to celebrate the coming Christmas. i am exited. Sunlight, sand and sea. wooooo.....Baby Angela

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Today 13.12.08 Saturday, Sunny, morning I'm so tired because that night i help my baby doing notes. feel so sweet to doing notes for the one you love and my hand writing is worst. don't she can understand or not...ha ha.. but at least can share a bit work with her. after i reached my working place i feel that I'm bad and my friend Jack ask me why i m moody when we having lunch together, i'm not happy because the agent not yet book room for me. i am so angry keep calling the agents i don't want to disappointed her. because all of us exited to be there for the coming Christmas. and i am so worry about that because Christmas is peak season and don't know the availability of the room, and i going crazy for that and some more hotel system down. can't check the room and book the room. so i every half hour call one times to the hotel. until the end i called. YEAH Hooooo.....i make the reservation for one deluxe garden view room and one sea view room... really can't wait for that day because still left 11 days to go. i must settle everything like buy bus tickets and do survey. have any activity at there. but really miss her a lot since i leave her car. until night time she come to mid valley. we having our dinner at seed cafe. (Sorry Honey), actually i just thinking we go mont kiara for drinks. and then she is waiting me finish work while go buy some stuff. she bought a photo frame to put our picture. i feel really sweet. And the most important is the heart.when she printing the picture i go there look what she doing. she is printing our photo(actually no one girl treat me good like you) .after that we went to Mont Kiara again to walk around. having a drink at there. the environment still ok.....
everytime spend the time with you also feel happy one
anyway thanks for everything.
its very sweet that everything u do for me.
you are the best for me baby.

How you think abt Christmas....

Christmas seen like a holy and romantic season that can during with their beloved, because all the decoration around KL area are soooo nice and i really enjoy that the time hanging around with her. romantic, nice view and the street full of ppl. taking photo with other and enjoying the loaf cheese cake and look around there. the feeling are really different with other who are during alone and going club drinks are different. but i wish to go hang around damansara because the environment there is nice and she like to sit outside cafe and look at outside view. i also enjoy that. and i want to decorate Christmas tree with her.....sooo sweet....keep imaging that how the look of the Christmas tree. sure nice right?

07.12.08 cloudy@rainy

Today seen like a rainy for me and my sweetheart because i did wrong something. Morning, I'm moody not because i quarrel with her. that's because i made her cry. heartache to heard she crying. i really don't mean to say that. i care her feeling and i love her so much. i straight call her friend Ms. Sarah to accompany her. just she can cheer her up. when i calling her my voice are so down and she is sleeping, i feel so sorry to disturb her. but i really hope her can accompany her when she is sad. After that she is fine dy. even she is fine but i still feel guilty. till evening then she call me using her sister hand phone and tell me(by using SMS) that she scold by other. because of something and i that time i at somewhere else finding something special for her. don't know she like it or not but actually quite sweet to think what shall i buy for her. i think everything worth to do it if you really love someone and until end of the relationship also wont feel regret. Baby i can tell u that i wont change bad but i will change best.
I Love You. Angela

26.11.08 cloudy

today 26.11.08 cloudy, today was full of exited and adventure. watching horror movie, raining walk night market with Samuel tan, and doing something that incredible. afternoon when she reached my house then we planning to watch movie but its too crazy for a couple to watch horror movie and this is too terrible to watch it. even though i am a guy also get shocked by the movie name Quarantine. after we finish half of the movie we go off the cinema dy and go some place having a drinks. after the drinks then we go to home and change our clothes and go to Cheras night market, raining but at the same time i wait for her. after she and her sister reach to there then we having a drinks at Old Town Kopi Tiam. haha...chit-chatting and her sister giving some exited and adventures idea i never try before.......................................................................................................................

21.11.08 day

today is the 1st date between me and her. actually that day we just plan buy shoes and sungai wang area and i never ever think that we will start on that day. The feeling is strong, i love her. we hold each other very tight and i bring her go to see my uncle. not because i pass by there just bring her to met my uncle. this is the 1st time i bring a girl talk i just date for one day then go met my uncle. because i know that i love this girl so much. and we go to take sticker photo. after taking photo we rush to the place she work. and that is really peak for us. because traffic jam all the way to the destination and fuel also going empty. she is so nervous cant reach there at time. but is ok baby. don worry because i m at ur side and i wont dumb u when u need help baby.not for that day only i will wait u finish work and go home with you but i promise that i will always do that because it so sweet to waiting someone they love. everything go smooth even i hope that when she sad and unhappy i will always be her side to take care of her and giving her support but without any selfish thinking....
"sorry any mistake please forgive me ya because my English not that good"